Maidstone Telegraph, 09 August 1862.
SEVENOAKS. A Would-be Suicide.
On Saturday, at the magistrates office, John Jones, a young man who had
been in the army, the son of the landlady of the "Lion" public-house, at
Riverhead, was charged before M. Lambarde, Esq., with attempting to
commit suicide, on the 1st inst. The prisoner told his mother that he
was going up stairs to rest for a short time, but a curious noise being
heard, the mother called for assistance, and on the room being entered
the prisoner was found suspended by his neck, but he was cut down before
life was extinct. In his pocket book was found written in pencil, "I
John Jones do mean to terminate my existence, the first day of August,
not being fit to live, and hope every one to be better than I am." He
had also written a letter to his mother, in which he says, "Dear mother,
one of the best of mothers on record, I now bid you farewell, not being
happy, and I hope you will make the best of a bad job, and forgive me as
you hope to be forgiven. I have made you unhappy long enough, but I will
do it no longer. I feel very unhappy. Give my dying love to Lizzie, and
tell her if you see her, I love her until my life's end. I hope you will
use the remainder of my money in my burial, and thank God you have not
got any more trouble with me. It will be no use your thinking you shall
ever find me alive any more."
The prisoner, who seemed in a very
dejected state, was remanded until Tuesday. |